I keep comparing myself to this person, and I'm not good enough and yeah.

 

What's up?

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I have to go, I'm sorry... Parents... See you tomorrow... Goodnight.

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Ok.

 

The ceiling.

 

No need to apologize, good night

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And hopefully the sky? :P

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XD Yea because if it wasn't up, I would've been crushed by it

 

I do have a few ideas on what to tell her except that they aren't very good and that they aren't very fitting whatsoever... Not to mention, in my opinion, not very like me at all... >.<

 

So... how are you today?

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XD Yaaaaas.

 

I see... Well... You'll find the right thing to say, eventually.

 

I'm okayyyy... How are you?

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Normal(again), like always...

 

I guess I'll be Impulsive Cody and deal with the regret later as Future Cody...

 

Midway on the hill you passed over,
warm spots of sunshine started appearing
I'm standing all alone,
reminiscing about the warm and tender memories
You're the only one, You're the only one... I have ever loved
My tears start flowing in the wind
as you become a distant figure
I'll remember forever
Even if everything changes
Just this one thing, Just this one thing
Even though it's just an ordinary thing
I will show you, this one thing filled with glory
I will protect it forever and ever

 

 

In a quiet sea, alone,
I put my ear against a seashell I found.
When I listen closely,
aha,
I can begin to hear
your message.

I write onto the sand
my feelings that I kept from you,
and let them be carried away by the sand.

Hello Hello
I'm right here.
In this place where our story began,
even if there are nothing but our promises,
I will always be alive in your memories.

Sinking into the sea of memories,
I'll transcend the eternal time.
Looking at the miniature planet Earth
in this boundless universe, I think about you.

My blue hometown, shining through the clouds' crevice,
disappears into the horizon.

 

This is the English translation of 2 songs. The second one isn't the entire thing though because the entire thing was too long. Don't ask... this was seriously the best that I came up with so far(I'll keep thinking)... and I had help too... there were some other ideas but they were even stranger so... anway, because this is so unlike me, can you not tell her that it's from me? You don't have to pass this on or pass on all of it if you don't want to... and I do realize that it probably wasn't very smart to put it here... I've even been told by a friend that it sounds like a love poem... >.<

 

*is trying so hard to prepare for the regret and embarressment and stuff later on...*

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You want me to send them to her? Okay, if I don't tell her they're from you, what do I tell her..?

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Idk if I want you to... you can tell her it's from a person or something... Idk >.<

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Calm down.. If you aren't sure, then take time to think about it-- there's time --if you want. :P

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Hmm... but I can't really calm down, either because I can't or because I'm already calm...

 

How much time is there?

 

Maybe you can pass on the most meaningful lines or something? Idk...

 

Maybe this will help me a bit, who am I to her?

 

This attempt could also be very pointless so... what do you want to talk about?

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Okay....

 

However much you need?

 

Okay... Do you want to tell me which ones they are so I know for sure? I have her eh mail, though, so it doesn't matter how long it is...

 

...I... I don't know for sure... I should know, huh...? Some best friend I am. :P

 

Hmm... Idk. What are you up to?

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But that could be centuries!  :P

 

Idk... just wondering if only taking a few lines would ruin the effect... maybe... Idk, I think I need some more information...

 

No, I don't think you should know, only that you might have a better idea than I do. Do you have any guesses?

 

Nothing really, not even any pranks or anything... Hours on the other hand... so what are you up to?

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Lol... Well... :P

 

Okay. . .

 

Hmm... -sighs- I don't... I wish I did... I would tell you, if I did. I'm sorry.

 

Lol. Hours....? Nothing, really. Just talking to some people :P

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No need to be sorry

 

Maybe you could pick your personally favorite lines or something? Or you could send the entire thing if you wanted to... I honestly have no clue so yea, can it be up to you? If you really wanted to, you could even say it's from you... :P  Joking obviously... but seriously, you can decide

 

Yea, Hours... Of course, since you are on chat

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What if... i send it all to her and have her guess who sent it...?

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XD Sure... that could be very interesting... good idea, thanks... but would you tell her if she's right or not?

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That depends on if you want me to or not. Do you want me to?

 

I gtg to sleep... See you tomorrow? Stay safe, see you sometime. Bye!

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Idk, up to you... would she be allowed to look at this? But would it give it away if you said that?

 

Yea, good night... I feel like I had something to say... or maybe I said it already... :/

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It's up to you...

 

I do that all the time... :P

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Testing...

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-_- ... maybe somewhere in between...?

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I could give her this link... or tell her what letter the name starts with... or give her a hint that you choose... or just let her guess and tell her when she gets it right... or have her guess but tell her I can't tell her if she's right. Or I could just send it to her and say "an old friend of yours asked me to send this to you, but they'd rather not be named."

 

Whatever you want.

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BTW, the translation for the first one isn't complete...

 

Idk what I want though... so maybe something in between? So like, no hints, no link but she can have a certain number of guesses in which you will tell her if she's right or not and after those guesses, you won't? Idk...

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Okay.

 

Perrrrfect. :P Okay, I'll do that then?

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Sure... how many guesses are you going to give her? And will you tell me what happens and stuff...? That last part sounded a bit nosy... >.<

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How many do you want me to give her?

 

Lol, I willlll... It's okay, it's not nosy :P

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Idk... 1 or 0? Kidding... 5? Or maybe 10? Idk.. somewhere around there?

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Okay, we'll do 7? It's close to both those numbers, so...

 

Idk if she'll be able to check her eh mail for a day or too, though... She's been really sick and hasn't been on eh mail because she can't open it on the iphone...

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7 is fine. BTW, I was lurking at the time... it wasn't specifically mentioned but I could guess from the context... I was pretty amused for some reason...

 

Ok... wait, REALLY sick? And she has an iPhone?

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She guessed it was you within 3 guesses..

 

Just nauseous and stuff. Nothing hospital-serious or anything. :P Idk, I think it's her mom's ?

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-_- Grrr... that takes the amusing part out of things... oh well... just out of curiosity, can you tell me more details?

 

Lurking does tell you a lot... oh, ok

 

I gtg... talk to you tomorrow?

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I was afraid you'd be mad at me... >.< I don't know why, I did everything you said to, but... Idk.

 

Anyways... She was really nervous and didn't know what to say. She said that she couldn't think of 7 people who might send that to her, so I explained that she didn't have to think of 7 people, she just had a limit of 7 people she could guess. Then she asked if the person who sent it was a boy or a girl, and I didn't answer that because I wasn't sure if it counted as giving a hint or not. :P She asked if I was going to tell you what she said, lol. So I told her I was. Then she guessed these three people (in this order): Trevor, Nico, and then last she guessed Cody (you, obviously XP.)

 

After that, she asked why you never got on chat anymore. And that was prtty much the end of it...

 

So yeah.

 

Talk to you later sometimeeee.

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I'm not mad at you...

 

XD I see...

 

I do go on occasionally... I just don't go on the same chat as she does if she's on...

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Tbh, I didn't really expect her to guess correctly, at least so soon, because I know I wouldn't have... o_o

 

:P But yeah. How are you ?

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I didn't expect her to either...

 

I'm normal, once again... you?

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Well-- ...Never mind. I don't think I'm supposed to say that. :P

 

That's good... I'm okay. :P Except I kind of failed my literature exam >.< Idk what happened... that's usually one of my better subjects...

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You don't think you aren't supposed to say what...?

 

Kind of failed? So your grade technically didn't fail but it was below your expectations?

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Something... >.< :P

 

I got 69% (not sure how that translates into a letter grade...) and Mom made me correct it... So, I didn't totally fail, but... It kind of feels like I did. >.<

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Hmm... ok...

 

Oh... Idk what its letter grade would be either...

 

There's this question that I've been thinking about lately... should I attempt to return to the chat? I think I tried a bit before but Idk...

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